But i just need to get this out.
Don't ask me anything.
Just.
Read.
My language is very limited and i'm a dumb person.
So alot of things you see, you might have heard them from songs or what nots.
Bleah.
Here's my confession.
Something i've been waiting to do for a long, long time.
I'd never forget, the day we met.
I stood there waiting.
Thinking to myself, how you would turn out to be?
Then things went on so fast, so suddenly.
I felt that we hadn't really began.
Nor for that matter, ended.
But one thing was for sure,
and that fact, was the fact that you had changed me forever.
Nights where i would fall asleep thinking of you.
Mornings where i would wake up to you.
Nights where i would lie awake missing you.
Mornings where i would reach out for my phone just to sms you.
You showed me what love is in what little time we had,
and i thank you and I'll cherish and hold on to those memories forever.
Though we are almost total opposites no matter what we compared,
you loved me for who i am, and i loved you too.
But,
I always felt that, I'll never be good enough for you.
No matter how hard I'll ever try.
I'll just be like a anchor, that's holding you back.
I'll be happy, if there's nothing you lack.
So fly, to where you ought to be.
Just know that, I'll always be there for you.
I just don't know what to do.
I'm just so lost without you.
My head tells me to let go, but my heart can't bare to do so.
I can't love, nor can i live without you.
You have changed me, and opened my eyes.
How the world, is just many little lies.
No words can express how i feel now.
I guess all i really wanted to say is,
thank you, for letting me love you,
I'll keep my heart open,
so if you decide to come back,
you're welcome anytime.
Till then, I'll wait for you.
No.
Matter.
How.
Long.
You.
Will.
Take.
Why?
Because i love you too, too much.
"I'll never let you fall, i'll stand by you forever, i'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven."
"You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one in my life
So true, I believe i can never find
Somebody like you
my first love."
I-Love-You.
