Words from Miao

All i do, is whine and whine in my blog.
Fuck it.

It's not as if i'm not doing anything to help it.
I'm trying my bestest best.
I try, to smile everyday, though i know it'll never be real.
Try, to look as if nothing was ever, ever wrong.

This blog, is my only outlet.

I don't know, who to turn to.
I don't even know, how to when i do.

I once told my friend, i like quiet and lonely places,
i told him it's because i liked the peace and quiet.
It's actually so i can cry, and no one will know i'm unhappy.

I'd think people grade their self-worth by how their friends treat them and think of them.
I'd guess i'm pretty much worthless to most people.

I really, really don't know what i'm doing anymore.

Like one, very dear and very old friend told me,

"Just try to do things you like, be yourself, make yourself happy."
I guess, i'll live by these little reasons for now then.

For now, if you wanna help.
Just be yourself and stay happy for me if you still see me as your friend :].
Take it as, there's nothing wrong with me.
I'm just the happy, gay, miao you all know ;]

Everyone has problems.
I'm might be a bitch for posting it here.

So what.