Words from Miao

Woo hoo.
FUCK the world.
Kan nin na.
Why did i even try in the first place?

I know everyone faces with shit everyday.
I just got tired of mine.
And even if i tried telling anyone.
They wouldn't know how I feel.
NOT AT ALL.
They would just go, "Oh, i know how you feel."
It's not even worth telling.
Not a single fuck.

Why am i being so angry also?
I don't know.
I don't want to be angry also.
Cause i know some people out there truly care.
=].

Bleah.
Kan. Nin. Na.

I hate.
MYSELF.
Cause I'll never get ANYTHING.

I think my heart officially died on me.
Cause i really, really don't feel anything at all.
I can't even remember the last time i really smiled from the bottom of my heart.

Like, a REAL smile one that just appears on your face without you even thinking, one that appears for no apparent reason also, one that really came out because you were happy, from the bottom of your heart.

Woo hoo.
I'm a happy and blessed person.

Fuck it.
Who am i kidding.

*drowns self in music and dies, cause music is the only thing that doesn't hate me i'm sure of it :D*

I think i'm going psycho.
Seriously.
If you mess with me, i WILL go ballistic on you.