Words from Miao

I am a official butch.
Check here and you'll know why.

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I'll always be the one at fault then.
I haven't done enough, no not at all.
But it's partly due to what you did.

Don't say i didn't try.
When i wanted to, you didn't give me the chance.

Since it's so hard to even start,
i don't know how we can even continue.

From the looks of things, it looks like i can never give you want you need.
Call me selfish for saying it, cause i don't know what you need.

But the things that you demand from me, i doubt i can do them.
Guess, i don't love you enough then?
After all the talks about me wanting to get back to you, i didn't do them.
All talk and no action eh?
I guess i didn't have the guts to, didn't have the initiative to.

Why?

Like what i said, though it's so long ago, that incident left me so broken.
That i'm afraid, afraid to get hurt again.

But thanks, for being my penguin.
Though i doubt i'll ever forget you.

I need a crash course on letting go.

"I love you, but yet i did nothing. Go figure."