Words from Miao

There's so many things, that i so want to tell the world.
But i know, for the better of the people around me, i shouldn't.

Honestly, it's been so long since that incident.
I kinda forgot how I felt that time.
Well, this post is actually meant for YOU.
Yes, my penguin.

Hate me, shoot me, call me dumb.
But, i really can't let go.
Penguin was the first one, that i really, really loved.
Nonetheless, i know i didn't do my parts and stuff.
No one's perfect yea?

But still, the first time we broke, i told myself.
Yea, penguin will be so much better without me.

I didn't want penguin to be hurt either, but there's nothing much that i could really do...

Then penguin came and asked me again, i said ok.
I even told penguin not to hurt me.

But i guess, if we were meant to be, we will.
But we weren't.
There were just things that i could never do, things that will make penguin happy.
If i really loved penguin, anything would be possible right?

I felt so, worthless, so dumb, so unwanted.
That penguin could choose someone else over me so easily.
I'd cry whenever i think about it and i'm trying my best to forget.
Cause i don't want to worry people.
Especially those closer to me.

Call me stupid, dumb, whatever.
I really, really don't know what to do anymore.

It's because of times like this i wish i never did exist.
Who knows, the person whom this post was meant for might not even read it.
Go miao.