I can't even do this right.
I will never hold your hand again.
The way we both liked it as if we were making a promise,
I guess, I would never lay in your arms again.
The way you always made me feel safe...
I will never get to hear you say I love you ever again...
It's only fair to you.
I don't know what i want or need anymore,
and it's like i'm just pushing you aside...
It's fucking unfair to you, but if i don't it's even more unfair to you.
We both need time, like you said.
There are things that you can't put down, and there are issues i need to deal with also.
I don't even know if you will read this...
You're already a part of me, but you deserve so much better.
The present me can't give you happiness or what you want, and to tell you the truth, i feel that we're seriously moving too fast and that we really really need to start over.
I'm sorry for hurting you. But to me, this is the best course of actions that i can take.
Only time and fate will see if we are still destined to be together...
ok nvm~
